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Roving Bodies | An essay by Edwin Mamman

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<body><div class&equals;"booster-block booster-read-block">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"twp-read-time">&NewLine; &Tab;<i class&equals;"booster-icon twp-clock"><&sol;i> <span>Read Time&colon;<&sol;span>5 Minute&comma; 5 Second <&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-894ca1f86964523d20756f378895f68d">Growing up&comma; I often wondered why we couldn’t have a fixed family house like my childhood friend David&period; I yearned for that sort of stability&comma; but we were always on the move&period; Anywhere David wandered to&comma; he’d always return to his home&comma; right where he last remembered it&period; Mine could be an entirely different state in the country by the next day&period; At age 5&comma; my home was in Plateau State&comma; at age 7 my home was Ungwan Makama&comma; Saminaka&period; At Age 9 home was Kaduna&period; From age 10 to late adolescence&comma; my homes oscillated between Kano&comma; Abuja&comma; and Kaduna&period; For as long as I can remember&comma; home was never one place&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-e008d4500cabcf598dd19829b856757d">My ancestors migrated from Yemen&comma; passing through Borno to settle in Kano&period; When Islam became accepted as a state religion in the 16th century&comma; those who did not embrace the new religion migrated further south to Kudaru hills &lpar;a region bordered by Zazzau&comma; Bauchi&comma; Plateau and Nassarawa&rpar; from where they further decentralized to present-day Yarkasuwa&comma; Saminaka&comma; Garun Kurama&comma; Mariri and Kaku&period; Other versions of the history say that my ancestors originated from Iraq and later migrated to Egypt&comma; and Sudan&comma; briefly settling in Chad before migrating further to Maiduguri&period; I didn’t learn about that history until my mid-20s&period; And when I did&comma; it finally made perfect sense&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-9aa7bc1ce68587af9d44f306b39ca5df">I always loved travelling and being on the road&comma; but I hated having to move&period; Home for me was anywhere my mother’s job took us next&comma; or anywhere I had to stay when she couldn’t carry me along with her&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-3f6b719efa57cb759607aebd2a191f91">When you move around a lot&comma; you learn that home is where you make it and family isn’t just the one you’re born into&period; Like how I’d learned growing up about Kevin’s mother&comma; an Ethiopian settling with her husband in Plateau state&comma; and pregnant with Kevin at the time&period; She would volunteer to look after me every day&comma; and even hesitate on some days to give me back to my mother&period; So&comma; when Kevin was born&comma; naturally&comma; we were like brothers until we had to leave Jos&period; When I got old enough to use Facebook&comma; Kevin was one of the people I searched for online&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-066d3d2de6859f3a43c9fe7ef267a606">However&comma; because we had been separated as kids&comma; I didn’t know his full name and I had no idea what he looked like anymore&period; So&comma; I gave up searching for him&period; One of the difficult parts of moving was having to explain to friends and neighbours why we’d no longer be living &OpenCurlyQuote;here’ next year&period; Saying goodbye and ending friendships you had forged&period; It was always sad to leave people behind&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-d7ea357c92461a6150c1ae7d2bbc2252">Eventually&comma; I accepted that moving places was a reality of my existence&period; I made peace with the fact that I won’t always be part of people’s lives for long&period; The consequence was a cool detachment from my formed relationships&period; Knowing that at any time I might up and leave and never return&comma; I kept my relationships superficial&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<div class&equals;'w3eden'><&excl;-- WPDM Link Template&colon; Default Template -->&NewLine;&NewLine;<div class&equals;"link-template-default card mb-2">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"card-body">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"media">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"mr-3 img-48"><img class&equals;"wpdm&lowbar;icon" alt&equals;"Icon" src&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;www&period;wrr&period;ng&sol;wp-content&sol;plugins&sol;download-manager&sol;assets&sol;file-type-icons&sol;pdf&period;svg" &sol;><&sol;div>&NewLine; <div class&equals;"media-body">&NewLine; <h3 class&equals;"package-title"><a href&equals;'https&colon;&sol;&sol;www&period;wrr&period;ng&sol;download&sol;con-scio-magazine-migration-issue-3-vol-1-dec-2023&sol;'>CỌ́N-SCÌÒ MAGAZINE&colon; &OpenCurlyQuote;MIGRATION’ &lbrack;ISSUE 3&comma; VOL&period; 1 &vert; DEC 2023&rsqb;<&sol;a><&sol;h3>&NewLine; <div class&equals;"text-muted text-small"><i class&equals;"fas fa-copy"><&sol;i> 1 file&lpar;s&rpar; <i class&equals;"fas fa-hdd ml-3"><&sol;i> 7&period;1MB<&sol;div>&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine; <div class&equals;"ml-3">&NewLine; <a class&equals;'wpdm-download-link download-on-click btn btn-primary ' rel&equals;'nofollow' href&equals;'&num;' data-downloadurl&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;www&period;wrr&period;ng&sol;download&sol;con-scio-magazine-migration-issue-3-vol-1-dec-2023&sol;&quest;wpdmdl&equals;41406&refresh&equals;693243754befd1764901749">Download<&sol;a>&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-0d57040fee14e0ef7ad6ee0db6562594">Even though we’ve lived a nomadic existence&comma; my family were not nomads&period; My late grandfather was a king in his village&period; He’d maybe lived his whole life in that village&comma; and his palace still resides there&period; My late maternal grandparents also had their hometown and a fixed family home where my mother could visit and spend Christmas if she so pleased&period; My ancestors may have migrated from Yemen searching for arable land and fled Maiduguri and Kano to escape forceful conversions&comma; but my grandparents didn’t have to&comma; and neither did my parents&period; Being nomads was a choice we made&comma; it was not a decision we had to make for survival&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-207692d2920b2f48f2d4a1feef80bb96">Today&comma; my tribe is distributed across the country from Kaduna to Plateau state&comma; from Kano to Jigawa&comma; and Maiduguri&period; My people are kingmakers&comma; skilled farmers and blacksmiths&period; Occasionally when I think about my nomadic experiences&comma; I think about the first settlers of Kudaru Hills&period; I think about the decision some of them had to make to split up and migrate further into other parts of the country as their families grew&period; I wonder about the women and children who did not have a say in those decisions&comma; I wonder how they felt&comma; having to leave Kudaru hills for somewhere uncharted and novel&period; Not only that&comma; but I think about the culture shock they must have experienced encountering people from other tribes and traditions&comma; like how the kids laughed at my Hausa when I moved to Janbulo in Kano state&comma; into a predominantly shuwa Arab neighbourhood&comma; how the kids teased and called me <em>bature<&sol;em> in school because of my diction&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-6312ff8ef486e2da06b9d4b70e36944c">Now as an adult&comma; I have more relative stability&period; I sometimes take for granted that I don’t have to move as much as I used to growing up and complain that I don’t travel enough &lpar;because of work&comma; security&comma; and fuel costs&rpar;&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-d9502818050fee4b6190193b6aec8994">When I reconnected with my childhood friend David&comma; their family house was still where I remembered it albeit the neighbourhood looked much different than I remembered&period; I walked around and saw familiar faces I remembered from childhood&period; Likewise&comma; I wondered if they had remained there all their lives or if&comma; like me&comma; they had moved a dozen times before returning &OpenCurlyQuote;home’&period; I still don’t have a fixed family house but I carry home with me in my heart&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-5f6090d16cc9e7e3a3bb0b582b42d358">Being a nomad shaped me into the adult I am today&period; It taught me to adapt to many life situations&comma; to assimilate different cultures&period; It taught me tolerance for other human beings&comma; and&comma; above all&comma; it made me a better human being&period; If you ask me where I’m from&comma; my truest response is to say that I’m a citizen of the world because my ancestors were roving bodies and I too&comma; at some point&comma; was a rover&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<hr class&equals;"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity is-style-dots">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<div class&equals;"wp-block-image is-resized">&NewLine;<figure class&equals;"aligncenter size-full"><img sizes&equals;"&lpar;max-width&colon; 750px&rpar; 100vw&comma; 750px" src&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;www&period;wrr&period;ng&sol;wp-content&sol;uploads&sol;2024&sol;01&sol;CO&percnt;CC&percnt;81N-SCIO-MAG-3-1-MIGRATION-ISSUE-DEC-2023-cover-1&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" class&equals;"wp-image-41404" loading&equals;"lazy"><&sol;figure>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<div class&equals;'w3eden'><&excl;-- WPDM Link Template&colon; Default Template -->&NewLine;&NewLine;<div class&equals;"link-template-default card mb-2">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"card-body">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"media">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"mr-3 img-48"><img class&equals;"wpdm&lowbar;icon" alt&equals;"Icon" src&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;www&period;wrr&period;ng&sol;wp-content&sol;plugins&sol;download-manager&sol;assets&sol;file-type-icons&sol;pdf&period;svg" &sol;><&sol;div>&NewLine; <div class&equals;"media-body">&NewLine; <h3 class&equals;"package-title"><a href&equals;'https&colon;&sol;&sol;www&period;wrr&period;ng&sol;download&sol;con-scio-magazine-migration-issue-3-vol-1-dec-2023&sol;'>CỌ́N-SCÌÒ MAGAZINE&colon; &OpenCurlyQuote;MIGRATION’ &lbrack;ISSUE 3&comma; VOL&period; 1 &vert; DEC 2023&rsqb;<&sol;a><&sol;h3>&NewLine; <div class&equals;"text-muted text-small"><i class&equals;"fas fa-copy"><&sol;i> 1 file&lpar;s&rpar; <i class&equals;"fas fa-hdd ml-3"><&sol;i> 7&period;1MB<&sol;div>&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine; <div class&equals;"ml-3">&NewLine; <a class&equals;'wpdm-download-link download-on-click btn btn-primary ' rel&equals;'nofollow' href&equals;'&num;' data-downloadurl&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;www&period;wrr&period;ng&sol;download&sol;con-scio-magazine-migration-issue-3-vol-1-dec-2023&sol;&quest;wpdmdl&equals;41406&refresh&equals;69324375552bb1764901749">Download<&sol;a>&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<hr class&equals;"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-text-align-right has-very-dark-gray-color has-text-color has-background has-medium-font-size" style&equals;"background-color&colon;&num;ade6fe"><em><em><em><em>Edwin Mamman is a sonographer and writer&period; He has works published on KAFART’s The Revue&comma; African Writers Space&comma; Magpies Magazine&comma; Punocracy&comma; Eboquills&comma; and forthcoming elsewhere&period; He blogs on WordPress under the pseudonym LareWrites and occasionally contributes to Life’s Essentials blog&period; Edwin writes from Kaduna&comma; Nigeria&period; He tweets &commat;edwinmamman&period;<&sol;em><&sol;em><&sol;em><&sol;em><&sol;p>&NewLine; &NewLine; <div class&equals;"booster-block booster-author-block">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"be-author-details layout-square align-left">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"be-author-wrapper">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"booster-row">&NewLine; <div 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