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Prelude To Becoming | a CỌ́N-SCÌÒ poem by Abubakar Ibrahim

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<body><div class&equals;"booster-block booster-read-block">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"twp-read-time">&NewLine; &Tab;<i class&equals;"booster-icon twp-clock"><&sol;i> <span>Read Time&colon;<&sol;span>3 Minute&comma; 31 Second <&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine;<pre class&equals;"wp-block-verse has-black-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-807a43c74f24f1f48d85f7ecef971d0d"><em>&lpar;for boys who became wild cards in the hands of terror&rpar;<br><&sol;em><br>Before the fire took the place of vowels in his mouth&comma; He was a boy memorising letters&comma; &amp&semi; no one sees the boy he was before his name only afterglow of the sermons that carved terror into his breath&period; <br> It began when someone misread verses in a gathering of scholars&comma; says a man must carry fire in his chest &amp&semi; learn early to swallow heat without remorse &amp&semi; this they claimed is the making of man&colon;<br> He walks through rooms with ash in his mouth &amp&semi; burns all his softness like incense&colon; the laughter of his childhood&comma; the tenderness of his name&period; At the sermon&comma; the new preacher preaches about the rites &amp&semi; ascension from boyhood to manhood to the children learning the sacred alphabets&period;<br><br>After classes&comma; he returns to the neighbourhood of his peers &amp&semi; reigns with the<br>manliness of his new identity by counting the terror tucked underneath his ribs &amp&semi; the firmness <br>of his fist on their chins&period;<br>He sits often by the quiet corner of his mind saying Astigfirullah to all <br>the years spent tending to the soft parts of himself&period;<br>For letting the softness cling to his skin like dusk melting into the arms of night&period; <br> Thirty minutes was all enough for the new preacher to mutilate the consciousness of a boy learning to morph into the softness of his beginnings&period; This is the making of a wild card for terror&period; <br>He no longer runs toward the laughter of his years&period; <br>He instead walks into the mouth of the world&comma;<br>hummingbird caged in smoke teaching his wings how <br> to flutter without making a sound&period;<br><br>Twenty years later&comma; He still doesn't remember the years he spent believing in the gentleness of rain&comma; in the way a mother’s voice folds a wound into sleep&period;<br> <br> Now&comma; he learns to name silence in a deeper language&comma; <br>where sorrow doesn’t flinch <br> &amp&semi; <br> every breath is a small defiance that comes with ransoms <br>&amp&semi; what else becomes of a boy who must unlearn the language of flowers&quest; He carries silence the way a river carries the dead with resignation&period; He folds his laughter into fists&comma;<br> &amp&semi; teaches his shadow how to walk without trembling&period;<br>He does not know softness can be a form of strength&period;<br>That to weep is also to live&period; <br> <br> To be called a boy<br> is to inherit both the fire &amp&semi; the ash&period;<br>Some nights&comma; <br> in the dark&comma; he gathers what remains of tenderness—the memory of softness calling him home asking to be renamed&comma; asking to be reclaimed by the pull of innocence&period; <br>He writes his body anew&comma; tracing old wounds with the patience of rain&comma; learning to hold the mirror without flinching&period; <br> He learns to spread his doubts across the skins of time&period;<br><br> &amp&semi; other nights&comma; water returns in his dreams—<br>how it once held him in its depths without trying to drown him&period; He wakes aching for the boy<br> who once danced in the garden of his name&comma; <br>before the world carved silence into his throat&period; <br> He remembers how his name was spoken like a wound&comma; <br> &amp&semi; all the ways the world asked <br>him to bury it&period;<br><br>The world is forcing a man out of a boy&colon;<br> He is writing his ways into the mouth of the wild verses where the imam said pain&comma; not love&comma; <br> lives in his body&period;<br><&sol;pre>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<hr class&equals;"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity is-style-default">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<figure class&equals;"wp-block-image size-full"><img sizes&equals;"&lpar;max-width&colon; 750px&rpar; 100vw&comma; 750px" src&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;www&period;wrr&period;ng&sol;wp-content&sol;uploads&sol;2025&sol;07&sol;CO&percnt;CC&percnt;81N-SCIO-Breathe-&percnt;E2&percnt;80&percnt;93-Jun-2025&period;webp" alt&equals;"" class&equals;"wp-image-42543" loading&equals;"lazy"><&sol;figure>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<div class&equals;'w3eden'><&excl;-- WPDM Link Template&colon; Default Template -->&NewLine;&NewLine;<div class&equals;"link-template-default card mb-2">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"card-body">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"media">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"mr-3 img-48"><img class&equals;"wpdm&lowbar;icon" alt&equals;"Icon" 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data-downloadurl&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;www&period;wrr&period;ng&sol;download&sol;con-scio-magazine-breathe-issue-5-vol-1-jun-2025&sol;&quest;wpdmdl&equals;42545&refresh&equals;693241294d8fc1764901161">Download<&sol;a>&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<hr class&equals;"wp-block-separator has-css-opacity">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-text-align-right has-black-color has-text-color has-background has-medium-font-size" style&equals;"background-color&colon;&num;ade6fe">Abubakr Ibrahim&comma; aka Imam of Poets&comma; is a Nigerian poet and abstract artist whose work explores identity&comma; memory&comma; grief&comma; displacement&comma; and heritage&period; He reflects on how individuals perceive themselves&comma; how others perceive them&comma; and how these dynamics shape everyday life&period; His poetry often engages with communal histories&comma; imagination&comma; and sometimes love&comma; navigating the space between the personal and the historical&period; He co-authored In the Realm of Dreams&comma; a cross-genre chapbook of poetry and art&comma; with Jide Badmus &lpar;available for purchase on Amazon&rpar;&period; In 2025&comma; his poem The Only Elegy was shortlisted for the Akachi Chukwuemeka Prize for Literature&period; His poetry has been featured or is forthcoming in Arts Lounge&comma; Art Muse Fair&comma; Konya Shamsrumi&comma; Iman Collective &lpar;The Muslim Writers Initiative&rpar;&comma; and elsewhere&period; He lives in Abuja and tweets &commat;Imamofpoets&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p><&sol;p>&NewLine; &NewLine; <div class&equals;"booster-block booster-author-block">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"be-author-details layout-square align-left">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"be-author-wrapper">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"booster-row">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"booster-column 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