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FAREWELL, NNEDI (a short story by Jason Joshua Chigozie)

<body><div class&equals;"booster-block booster-read-block">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"twp-read-time">&NewLine; &Tab;<i class&equals;"booster-icon twp-clock"><&sol;i> <span>Read Time&colon;<&sol;span>4 Minute&comma; 27 Second <&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine; <&sol;div>&NewLine;<p>It was a sunny Thursday afternoon&period; The children playing &OpenCurlyQuote;Hide and Seek’ game in the incomplete building behind our house were sweating profusely&period; I watched them from the bedroom window&comma; a little sweaty myself&period; I could not join them because Mama was around&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>Thursday afternoons are usually Mama’s day for preparing for the Friday market&period; She would spread her melon seeds on a large old mat in front of our compound for them to dry properly before taking them to the market for sale the following day&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>After spreading them&comma; she would sit on a stool in our veranda&comma; with her ancient glasses perched on her nose&comma; and read her Bible – or&comma; sometimes&comma; a novel – practically watching over her melons dry out under the sun&period; At intervals she would shoo birds&comma; chicken and children who played too near her melons away&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>Today was different&period; I could hear her voice clearly from my room&period; She was not shooing bird away or scolding playful kids&semi; Mama was wailing bitterly&period; When I ran out to ask her what went amiss&comma; I found her rolling on the floor&period; Her body was covered in the dust of the earth and her face covered with unending tears&period; I saw my little brother crying too&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Ekene what happened&quest; Did you have a fight with Chikelu&quest;” Chikelu is the son of Mama Ozioma our next-door neighbour&period; Though best friends and often called twins because they has same complexion and height&comma; Chikelu and Ekene often fought&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;No”&comma; he answered with tears still rolling down his face&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;So why are you and Mama crying Ekene&quest;” I fought the back tears already forming in my eyes&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Aunty Nnedi is dead” he muttered&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Shut up your mouth&comma; who told you such an evil thing&quest;”<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Someone told mama on the phone&period;”<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>My eyes unlocked their floodgates as I ran to Mama and collapsed to my knees beside her&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Mama please what happened to Aunty Nnedi&quest;”<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Nwam&comma; Nnwanne gi anwugó&excl;” she wailed in reply and wiped her nose with her wrapper&period; &OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Your sister is dead oooo&excl;”<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>I was speechless&period; My sister was dead&period; I would later learn that she died in a motor accident on her way to visit us&period; My tears were hot as they streamed down my face&period; I sat down next to mama and tried to console her while running through memories of my sister in my head&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>Aunty Nnedi was our only sister and Mama’s eldest surviving child&period; Mama’s children before her died at infancy&period; She and Tochi&comma; our older brother who stays at Onitsha with Mama’s cousin&comma; survived the killer disease&period; They were much older before Mama had me and then Ekene&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>We were poor and became poor after Papa died&period; Tochi had to leave for Onitsha to learn a trade&period; Aunty Nnedi got a job at a fashion firm at Akwa and began living there&comma; sending money from time to time to help Mama care for the family&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>Aunty Nnedi had a good heart&period; She was very kind to Ekene and me&comma; and even promised buy us new clothes this Christmas during her last visit&period; She would often tell me&colon; &OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Ebuka don’t allow these tough times wear you out&period; Learn from them and we will get through this”&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>I had hope&period; Aunty Nnedi gave me hope&period;<br>…<br>The villagers soon began trooping to our home&period; Some came with their condolences trying to wipe Mama’s tears&period; Others came with words of hate and fury in their eyes&comma; accusing mama of being a witch who ate her infant children&comma; killed her husband and proceeded to drink the blood of her only living daughter&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>Mama has always known pain&period; She had lost every battle in life&comma; battles she fought armed with only love&period; As her accusers’ words stung her&comma; she looked up and recounted her losses in loud wails punctuated by weeping bouts&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Chineke&excl; Of what use is my life&quest;” She wailed deep into the night&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>I slept off on the floor at our veranda with sand on my body and caked tears on my face&period; When I woke up the next morning&comma; I saw some older women and the other villagers who slept over&period; I couldn’t find Mama anywhere in the house&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>I asked Anwuli&comma; a teenage family friend that slept over if she had seen Mama&period; She looked away and answered&comma; &OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;<em>I don’t know”<&sol;em>&period; Somehow I knew she was lying&period; Tears were falling from her eyes&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Tell me where my mother is&period;” My voice sounded like a growl to my ears&comma; strangely louder than usual&period; Anwuli was visibly startled&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Mama has gone&comma;” she said&comma; pausing on every word&period; &OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;The night swallowed her”&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>My feel suddenly disappeared beneath me and I fell backwards&period; I woke up hours later in our village Health Center&period; My head was bandaged&period; Anwuli said I had passed out&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<hr class&equals;"wp-block-separator is-style-dots">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p>An Igbo saying goes thus <em>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;Anaghi ajuru Chukwu ajuju<&sol;em>&OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;&comma; meaning &OpenCurlyDoubleQuote;They don’t question God”&period; We have to accept our fate&period; God gives and God takes&period; Only God consoles too&period;<br><&sol;p>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<h5 class&equals;"wp-block-heading"><em>&ast;Dedicated to my aunt who died in a ghastly motor accident in August 2020&period; I tell this story with pain lingering in my mind&period; I write because I can’t speak&period;<br><&sol;em><&sol;h5>&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<hr class&equals;"wp-block-separator">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<p class&equals;"has-text-align-right has-very-light-gray-background-color has-background"><em>JASON JOSHUA CHIGOZIE is a Nigerian creative who writes the things he cannot say as stories&period; He plays videogames when he is not writing&period;<&sol;em><&sol;p>&NewLine; &NewLine; <div class&equals;"booster-block booster-author-block">&NewLine; <div class&equals;"be-author-details layout-square 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